I feel so blank today. Maybe "blank" is too subtle to describe my feelings now ~ empty should be a better word.

I did something so wrong at work today. However, the error only emerged towards the end of my shift so it was too late to realize it and make things right. The impact was so huge that I nearly ran out of breath. I don't know why....

I was just like a little school girl who failed her spelling test and was afraid the teacher would punish me and hit my hand with a ruler....kiddy me :(

arrgghh.....
shall know it by tomorrow....