26.05.2013 Today, I become...

I've done with my own's phase of life. I hoped I've passed them with somewhat flying colors. Even if the colors don't fly, I hope they floats *lame

I am very nervous yet look forward. Rather peaceful, but I just couldn't sleep yet. I am happy and happiness is imminent. Thankful for this. Really.

Yenny.Ho
Not anymore, after 10.00am of 26th May 2013.

sober not

He heard her said " Science is madness. Philosophy is madness. Religion is madness. This situation is madness. How would she be living a better life, while I took over this madness. She leaves you, better. I'm just left under appreciated, this is madness. Bygones? No, let me go, madness. You should love your ex more after you leave her? You are gone, madness. I am! "


Wow. Alcohol is bad for your brain.

木鱼与金鱼

远方的山边有一朵白云
白云的深处流着一条小溪
小溪的里面住着一只金鱼
金鱼的每天就是游来游去
小溪的隔壁有一座庙宇
庙宇的大堂摆着一个神几
神几的上面住着一只木鱼
木鱼的每天都是敲来敲去
哦日升又日落好时光匆匆过
你敲来敲去敲什么？
外面的世界水也甜花也红
人生得意要把握
哦潮起又潮落风无情浪汹涌
你游来游去游什么？
明天的幸福总要靠今天修
风花雪月要看透 才解脱

What is 10 days to you?

10 days, how does that seems to you?

10 days for a newborn baby; The world is such a fascinating place. Every day is a new epic for me and I love to see my mama watching me grow. I can't wait for tomorrow! Wheeee~~~

10 days for a dying patient; I have so much to do in such little time. I want to see more of my loved ones. I want to accomplish things I hadn't time to do. I hope time could just stop here. Sigh...could this be my last breath?

10 days to go til your next holiday; I can't concentrate at work. I am imagining my beach getaway, lotsa shopping, endless laughters with buddies. Gosh, can't tomorrow be the day..?

10 days to your working deadline; I wish this piece of shit can be completed on time. My bonus depends on this project and I can fail it. I only have...what?!??! 10 days? Caffein better be kickin' in now...

10 days into a new relationship; I see colors everyday. I dream of sweetness and smiled in my sleep. I thank the Lord everyday, I have been blessed. I will love myself more today, because I have taken my responsibility with my partner in just 10 days ago and there will be so many more 10 days to come.

10 days to your engagement; I see colors everyday. I dream of sweetness and smiled in my sleep. I thank the Lord everyday, I have been blessed. I will love myself more today, because I have taken my responsibility with my partner for a lifetime together. I know the road is long and could be rough, but I appreciate the flowers that blooms by the bumpy roadside. I know nothing can be perfect but there is possibilities that everything will be just alright. In 10 days, our life comes into another learning phase. And 10 days later, people calls me by my name and your surname.

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10 days, can be just at such different perspective. No matter which state you are in now, I'd wish for all good blessings to be with you. Don't fret, because we all have the same amount of time within 10 days. It is just how it is spent that make the difference.

Let her go..

Well you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

© The Passenger

In-Justice

" I am not asking to be treated equally
I am in need to be loved fairly
Just, deservedly yours..."

ar•te•nus\

Overshadowed

Your past
followed me day and night
at every corner of my mind it envelopes
Retreat, backing up every inch of my movement
but the shadow never fails to follow

I am now
not your past, not duplicated
Not complicated, it goes with my every heartbeat
Listen....I am now
not your past, trying for the future

I am afraid of this shadow
feeding me with so detailed essence of your past
bygones not gone forever
where the future could be

I'd pray for you to walk out
away from these histories
Hold my hand, bring me forth
forward and never look back
no more shadows that follows
Hold my hand, like forever
never let go
never let me drown into your shadow
never again

© ar•te•nus\