Hypocrisy

Many of the planets in the galaxy,
nothing but only the glittering earth...
Many of the homosapiens there,
nothing but only a playing role....

For what they see may seem so real
For what i feel it's far too chill
And what they hold oh so tightly
And what i let go so easily
Where they live the place with happiness
Where I settle myself with loneliness
All things they seem so easy to understand
All things I seem to get out of my hand
Mirror Mirror who's the fairest of them all
Mirror Mirror who's reflection by name shall i call

Que Sera Sera.....
That melody that turned to me all those time
saying everything shall be fine
singing that prayer telling me not to mind
It vanished in that polluted piece of land
by then I wrapped myself with disappointment
carry on living not by contentment
but still insisted to hum that melody
hoping I could still find thee
Que Sera Sera....

I really want to live at ease
that no more a single day
They shall see but not adore
I shall speak but not telling
They shall listen but to misinterpret
I shall give but to loose
They shall enjoy but not remember
I shall service but not thanks
They shall care but to comment
I shall smile but to hide
They shall help but not improve
I shall suffer but not die

If there should be a million of stars above skies
Which shall I master to wish?
If there should be hundred of birds flying up above skies
Which shall I follow to get my deserved dish?
For if I wished on the wrong star
For if I followed the wrong bird
Will I be lost in the land of fantasy
Will I be alone in the forest of mystery
and never ever return?

Yenny, 4thFeb 1999