HOME, my final destination

It feels so good to be HOME, really. Surrounded by a bunch of crazy people whom you know accepts you no matter what size and shape you are, no matter you are rich or not, doesn't care if you have done any silly things....they just embraces the whole package of the real YOU.

SuperDad & SuperMom are definitely the happiest crap in these few weeks. They told me days are certainly different when their san-maw is not around the house. No one to nag them for nagging, no one to stop them from eating "forbidden" foods, basically they are just acting like any typical parents you can simply find. But for me, they are so exclusive, they are MINE!

I will return to Manila for work again this 1st April. Of course SuperDad feels reluctant, but he surely understands why I made such decision. He knows he would made the same decision I did when he were young too. And what's fret as I've decided to be HOME right after CNY 2011. To be HOME to settle down or whatever. To get married or whatever. To do whatever.

SuperDad fully retires after Sept 2010, after Bro's marriage. And after a few months of zombie-ing around the house, all of us will be off to Hong Kong for pre-CNY trip. Dad's dream comes true. Dad Mom Bro Carol Me....all off to HK for hang-lin-siew...Dad was talking about this plan, I think almost 10 years ago...and now, it will be materialized soon.

Really enjoyed my days at home now. But I know I can't be living in this condition forever. Who doesn't want to just hang around the house and practically do nothing?

After a good breakaway, reality sets in. Soon, I will go back to work, and start my wealth accumulation again....and just along the way, looks forward to Sept 2010...there will be a great joyful party setting in!

what's responsibility vs interest?

How many people are really doing something that they truly enjoys in life? Tell me, have you ever forced yourself to go on with something, just for the sake of somebody's need and interest? I don't want to hear anymore "I support you" or "I understand your feelings"; it makes me jerk away from reality for the sake of humanity. Just tell me straight to my face - Hey girl, stand up and face it. To live on, enjoy the sucking part of it. Don't even think you can build a paradise of mutual sharing, because there's nothing much to be shared in the end when all knows is to take and rarely gives. But don't even think about quitting yet, because you can never quit in this game of life.