I stood by your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the milk
You were thinking of the many times your hands reached down to me.
I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said, "It's me."
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair
I tried so hard to let you know that I was standing there.
"It's possible for me to be so near you every day
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then smiled; I think you knew...
In the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
And say "good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out... then come home to be with me.
~Author Unknown~
Sunday, April 15, 2012
with loving memory, LEO
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11 April 2012 at 12:27pm in Kuala Lumpur
Leo was cornered & attacked by dumb neighbor's crazy mongrel. Tht bite mark was deep. I hate you, neighbor. I really do - at Segar Veterinary Hospital
11 April 2012 at 10:22pm in Kuala Lumpur
Doc's update: Leo's nose bleeding. Very weak.
Dear dumb neighbor, pls pray hard Leo is alright. Bcos if only Leo is alright, you will be alright too. Win-win. But I still hate you. Even more now - at Segar Veterinary Hospital
14 April 2012 at 11:58amin Kuala Lumpur
LEO, there will be no more fear, no more pain. It's a place where all doggie run free and happy. No more attacks, I promise. Go....go find the Angels. Our Guardian Angels are waiting for you. METTA. - at Segar Veterinary Hospital
I miss you, Leo. Home is never the same without you. It is extremely quiet tonight. Everytime I passes by the front door, I just cannot believe that you are no longer there. Have you found the Angels yet..? How are you there at Heaven? Now don't be too mischievous...our Guardian Angels will love you lke we do. Are there really only day, sunny all times with rainbows over? Green grass fields and small little yellow flowers? Do you like feeling the cool earth with your paws? Is it true that you can always look down and see us whenever you want to? Now can you understand our language? If you can, do you know I miss you alot alot alot now? LEO, I just cannot stop crying. I don't know why. I miss you. I feel sorry for this separation, I just don't know what else I can do. For the past 2 days when I see you at the hospital, I know you could hear me calling you. I saw that you have tried your best to respond to me. I know you struggled to wake up..but you just can't. I know how painful that moment was. I don't blame you. But I really wished you are here now. I wished we could have more time together. I miss you.
11 April 2012 at 12:27pm in Kuala Lumpur
Leo was cornered & attacked by dumb neighbor's crazy mongrel. Tht bite mark was deep. I hate you, neighbor. I really do - at Segar Veterinary Hospital
11 April 2012 at 10:22pm in Kuala Lumpur
Doc's update: Leo's nose bleeding. Very weak.
Dear dumb neighbor, pls pray hard Leo is alright. Bcos if only Leo is alright, you will be alright too. Win-win. But I still hate you. Even more now - at Segar Veterinary Hospital
14 April 2012 at 11:58amin Kuala Lumpur
LEO, there will be no more fear, no more pain. It's a place where all doggie run free and happy. No more attacks, I promise. Go....go find the Angels. Our Guardian Angels are waiting for you. METTA. - at Segar Veterinary Hospital
I miss you, Leo. Home is never the same without you. It is extremely quiet tonight. Everytime I passes by the front door, I just cannot believe that you are no longer there. Have you found the Angels yet..? How are you there at Heaven? Now don't be too mischievous...our Guardian Angels will love you lke we do. Are there really only day, sunny all times with rainbows over? Green grass fields and small little yellow flowers? Do you like feeling the cool earth with your paws? Is it true that you can always look down and see us whenever you want to? Now can you understand our language? If you can, do you know I miss you alot alot alot now? LEO, I just cannot stop crying. I don't know why. I miss you. I feel sorry for this separation, I just don't know what else I can do. For the past 2 days when I see you at the hospital, I know you could hear me calling you. I saw that you have tried your best to respond to me. I know you struggled to wake up..but you just can't. I know how painful that moment was. I don't blame you. But I really wished you are here now. I wished we could have more time together. I miss you.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
down again..but on high!
Down again...lose the battle with bad bacteria again. So i'm on antibiotics. So long, farewell my good bacteria....
I was suppose to meet with my schoolmate after work last Wednesday, but had to turn her down (again) last resort, because I know there's another battle coming fore. I was right. On MC again, and couldn't careless about my boss's sulks and colleague's wicked thoughts. After all, i'm just a sicko losing yet another battle, at work.
I feel bad for missing the date with my pang yau...really. I think she thinks I'm pulling her legs (again?!?!) cos I've missed too many dates with her. But...but...making her doubt me is certainly better than transmitting those bad bacteria to her...no??
Well oh well... I'm just too weak to weigh people's perception on me now. I'm supposed to be still high on drugs and not take responsibilities on promises I've said or actions did. So..since I don't take count of my own deeds...why not really do something spectacular while I'm on high..??
Like curse those hypocrites at work? Slam the wickedest remarks to that two-faces bitch? Or on the lighter note....kiss that cute dude I've dreamed about. Ahhhh...go on a blind date and stand the night away~~..... Too complicated? Ok I will just crash my credit limit and tell the bank I ain't paying a penny because I was high on prescribed drugs prior shopping? Ok set.
"Dad, I think I'm turning into a shopaholic...I can't stop buying shoes...." A daughter's confession to poor-dad-act-rich hahahhahas....and I think he's cute bag.
People say eat eating yogurts helps to restore good bacteria into the system. I'm taking at least one cup a day. If it's not building immune system...it's certainly expanding waistline. Emo.
I'm always sick, getting poorer and putting on excess fats all over. I think I sulk like a big fat ugly stepsister in fairytale. And I might really look like one soon.
The end.
I was suppose to meet with my schoolmate after work last Wednesday, but had to turn her down (again) last resort, because I know there's another battle coming fore. I was right. On MC again, and couldn't careless about my boss's sulks and colleague's wicked thoughts. After all, i'm just a sicko losing yet another battle, at work.
I feel bad for missing the date with my pang yau...really. I think she thinks I'm pulling her legs (again?!?!) cos I've missed too many dates with her. But...but...making her doubt me is certainly better than transmitting those bad bacteria to her...no??
Well oh well... I'm just too weak to weigh people's perception on me now. I'm supposed to be still high on drugs and not take responsibilities on promises I've said or actions did. So..since I don't take count of my own deeds...why not really do something spectacular while I'm on high..??
Like curse those hypocrites at work? Slam the wickedest remarks to that two-faces bitch? Or on the lighter note....kiss that cute dude I've dreamed about. Ahhhh...go on a blind date and stand the night away~~..... Too complicated? Ok I will just crash my credit limit and tell the bank I ain't paying a penny because I was high on prescribed drugs prior shopping? Ok set.
"Dad, I think I'm turning into a shopaholic...I can't stop buying shoes...." A daughter's confession to poor-dad-act-rich hahahhahas....and I think he's cute bag.
People say eat eating yogurts helps to restore good bacteria into the system. I'm taking at least one cup a day. If it's not building immune system...it's certainly expanding waistline. Emo.
I'm always sick, getting poorer and putting on excess fats all over. I think I sulk like a big fat ugly stepsister in fairytale. And I might really look like one soon.
The end.
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