let's take 5!

This is MADNESS .. ! -- my favorite phrase of the month.

Surviving at work is madness. Putting up with hypocrites at work is madness. Producing low quality work to please low quality people is madness. Wasting my precious time stuck in the traffic is madness. Staying at home and BE a good daughter/sister is madness. Prolonged intake of prescribed drugs is madness. Going through unregistered pain is madness. All these, and many others are total madness...

Gosh, I am a complain freak. What have I become? Big-3 madness?!?!? FML This is madness.

I need a holiday. I can listen to Bruno's Lazy Song the whole day and hallucinate about it. I want to go somewhere...a cosmo city, or to the beach...just by myself. I wonder how would that feel. Maybe I might sound like a loner, but going solo can be soul refreshing at times. Because at this moment, I don't think anyone would want to keep up with a complain freak as travelling companion. And I don't need a travel companion to ignite my need to complain either. Purrrrfect!

But, above all..I am thankful that I am acknowledging this phase of life I am having now. I don't need to wonder why am I not happy at work. I don't need further explanation from the doctors why I am always not well. I can't be any happier that I have these loyal family members and friends ever ready to put up to my naggy nature. Some never give up on me, and I won't give up too.

So I'm on the roller coaster ride all these while. This is madness...