everywhere you go..

Everywhere you go 

a piece of my soul follows

Down to the sea

Dancing in glee

You said, baby look that's sharky!

and there I am following 

everywhere you go

Everywhere you go 

my heart ties a pretty ribbon

a gift so sweet you've given

like bunny slides into chocolate heaven

hooray ! world of candies, marshmallows and lollipops

And there you are, taken my heart to

everywhere you go

Everywhere you go

Hold my hand and soar me high

Fly me up up up to the sky!

And there sunshine rays

let's hear what chirpy chip chip has to say

oh singing songs of love

melodies carry me and follows

everywhere you go

Everywhere you go

you'd bring me to

but there is only place where I'd wanted 

somewhere only close to you

everywhere you go...

for hubby

©ar•te•nus\

letter from the Memoir

Hey dude,

I am dedicating this for the Future. In so much Hope that this will magically soothe all Pain and Disappointment that you have been through. There will be a vacuum of Memories, that cannot be left behind. And the same ol' fashion words of Bereavement will come to you. At that moment of Lost, there is nothing more precious than Silence, but that can be rare then. Even if people are not speaking to you, your Inner voice would Haunt you down. It preys on the Weak one, and it will be more difficult to even lift your lashes. You just want to Sleep, and never  wake up. Your Dreams are much kinder than reality. 

Let me share this Story with you:

I met a guy at the bar one day, he seems to be very composed yet chatty. And there he cracked a very simple but funny joke. We all laughed mad. That was a good one. And then several minutes later, he cracked that same joke. Some laughed, and others thought awhile. And soon later, he cracked the same joke again, exactly. This time no one laughed. I can't help but asked him why. No one will laugh at a repeating joke! He said, "yea, that's true. No one laugh at the same thing more than once or twice. But then, tell me why would people want to cry for the same pain, again and over again?"

And thus I said, "Tears are words that can't be spoken because it is too agonizing to even think of how to describe it"

Well, yes it feels better when Tears roll down cheeks. But it feels better Temporarily. One day, when you find the courage to describe those Pain in

words...you are truly Free. 

Spread your wings, and let down the Past. Flap your wings, and live for your Future. 

 

Sincerely,

your Present

©ar•te•nus\

en·clo·sure [en-kloh-zher]

Today.... This dusk, I have stood by the bay
where the last leaf falls,
fallen from the empire of spring
back to earth, return to only soil
so original...so far away

It takes only so much courage
beneath this weary soul
so breathless, searching nonetheless
that long lost doomed world of trust
Imaginations, dreams...dreams far away imaginative
fire burns in shackle of lies...
rain envelopes every drop of impurity
en route freedom, of no return

Plant a seed, let live
Let breath, every single gasp of life
Let love, every moment of reminiscence
never way backwards, only forth
marching through all dust of doubts
End this war within this weary soul.....
Let go

Thunders roars...concealing jittery heart beat
of mine...here
I can step out now....for I have retreated with victory
Somehow fidgety, am waiting
this small little hands....
will be gloved with that ensuring palms
yet again...and again...
forever

© ar•te•nus\