1 month

So fast, it's already a month since I last said "I'm giving up". I am giving in, I didn't give up.

I am giving in to many things I wouldn't think I would give up to. Giving in about giving up on a desired lifestyle I wanted to have. Giving all in about giving up on an expected result not earned to have.

Just like loneliness itself. I didn't give up because I feel lonely, but I gave in to this life I called lonesome. Well, as I blended in and try to let things be the way it is, I don't feel so bad anymore, after all. Loneliness, is in fact, some kind of way to living too.

Routine. I first thought I would go hysteric! But I survived. Routine is a schedule too. I didn't give up because I will be doing (almost) the same thing everyday, I gave in to less colorful days. If rainbow has 7 colors, I've got 2 and that ain't a very bad thing!

Hypocrisy, I was totally allergic to this. Give up? No! I gave in and joined the party. Someone told me "As you age in this corporate world, all you need is more masks to reveal less of yourself". I love the statement, and I love the person. he knows what to say at (most) of the right time. hahs!